A Search Within

Make me whole again

I am only 60% of myself

I want to get back to what I’m use to

Happy, adventurous and comical

Lately I’ve been in reverse

This cycle seems unstoppableI can sit and make a list of the things that make me unhappy

But why make a situation worse

Trying to think of new ways to make the situation work

But my plans always failI cannot continue to think of ways and never succeed

It’s hard to work at something when the other party does not believe

But I got to continue to search deep

I know somewhere inside of me lies the truth

I know somewhere inside of me may not include you

The other half of me that is

Maybe I should specify

Maybe it’s time for me to move on

Maybe it’s time for me to call it quits

Because right now this isn’t it

I do not need this pain

I’d rather sit quietly in the rain

And search deep within myself

And figure out what went wrong

I want to be 100% again

I want to be happy

I want life to keep going

But right now it feels like it’s going by slowly

This is how I will search within myself through this poetry