My Inception (full version)

I woke up to dishes smashing
And people arguing with passion
Cars were crashing and buildings' were turning sideways like the world was collapsing
Just then I realized it was a dream I was still in
I went from the most peaceful dream to the dream I dreaded the most
The one that I actually have to wake up from
The one I will remember the most
But if I died in this dream it would leave me in limbo
I’m considering that that option
As my regular life is filled with pain and agony
At least in limbo I can build and conquer my dreams
I could live somewhat happily
But eventually I’d be somewhat lonely
So I have to consider both these options
Regular life or limbo for 10+ years
If I cry that will make tears
But in this dream tears will make rain
Then this rain will cause pain
My subconscious will start to feel shame
That then may cause revenge
My dream will start to crumble and then I am back to reality
Is this my inception or just creativity